I didn't know my own strength..

Just finished watching the Whitney Houston interview with Oprah and wow!That woman has amazed me!For once we get a celebrity interview with a celebrity who actually wants to be honest.
At first my cousins and I were looking at her like "WTF!!!This woman is crazy!!" Especially when she was talking about how much she loved Bobby Brown and the way they would get high together and fight in front of their parents and daughter.Apparently there was a time she hit Bobby Brown so hard that he passed out and was bleeding,talk about drama!!!!Then my favourite part was when she was tellin Oprah how she used to lace her weed with coke,Whitney is jus so many levels of gangster!!!hahahahaha!!!She made her husband look like such a mad man.She said he painted on the walls of the house cz he was trying to be an artist,and she said that with heavy sarcasm.Then she mentioned how he cut her head off a family portrait,I think he needs to seek some proffessional help!
Hearing all this I really wouldn't be suprised if the daughter pulled an Amy Winehouse,lol!She even took her daughter with her to some rehab center,lmao!Oprah just nodded but her face was saying "What the hell is wrong with u!!!????Your took your child with you to rehab????",hahahahahahahahaha!!!
But what amazes me is she came out of that mess,at least it seems so and Im hoping so too.Now her song "I didnt know my own strength" has so much meaning after watching that interview.
People think it takes strength to get out of a crap situation and thats true but i think it takes just as much strength to fall into it.How long can ur body tolerate smoking coke everyday?If you can do that for years and not break then chances are you can get out of it as well.Jus point that energy in a different different direction.
Weirdly enough I think she's made it into my role model books.Cz she's not perfect and she's honest about it.I hope she's being for real though,really want her to make it.

Another Tyra Show.....

Watching another Tyra show and gosh she amazes me every week!But this week she's not being the idiot,her guests are.
She had a fat woman in her show today complaining that her family is always teasing her about loosing weight. She was so gung-ho about "they are wrong" etc etc but the whole time I was thinkin ummmmm....have u ever thought that maybe you DO need to lose weight?Im not being mean,the girl covered a third of the couch.Im jus sayin,I know its not as easy as saying it but she needs to acknowledge that their words have some truth to them and she should stop using the teasing as an excuse to stay fat.
On the flip side she had a guest who was skinny/slim and has fat friends who tease her about her lack of weight.Hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha!!!!!Really???Weird.Then people from the audience who I thought looked normal stood up and said they could relate because they were trying crazy things to gain weight like taking birth control pills or going on fattening diets.What is wrong with this world????
Why cant u just accept what you cannot change?If your metabolism has the speed of light then there's not much you can do.Just let it be.As long as you're healthy it doesnt really matter.smh,when will people learn?

Big Brother Africa 4

I am an shameless fan of this manufactured reality show so I was so excited to watch the premiere yesterday.
Talk about disappointing!!!
They have added 4 more countries to the house including Mozambique and Ethiopia.And those countries are notoriously known for beautiful women but what does big brother do?They bring men from those countries,ummmm,ok.
After they had introduced the 7th housemate,I thought ok,here come the women!But no,they came up with the brilliant idea of putting 12 men in the house for the first week.That's just not what it is.Too many men in one place is just weird.
In addition to that they had 2 female celebrity housemates to "make things interesting".One of them is Nonhle, a popular Channel O (africa's version of MTV) presenter and the other is a south African socialite (yes Paris Hilton and Kim Kardashian have a following it seems) who married a rich old man,I forget her name,I jus call her the drag queen.They were both heavily made up and had the most badly done weaves Ive seen.The outfits were over the top and really unneccesary.Nonhle chose a cute strapless dress that didn't fit cz she had to keep doing the strapless shuffle (when a woman constantly raises her strapless dress or top to stop it from sliding down and causing a Janet Jackson wardrobe malfunction), while Drag queen wore a bright pink bedazzled top and matching tights.
The make-up was ridiculous,no black woman on mother earth has rosy cheeks!!!None!!I dare you to find one!!!The drag queen had eyelashes that could swat a fly and Nonhle had yellow nail polish on which had nothing to do with her outfit.I know fashionista's sometimes mismatch to match but she just looked like she wasn't sure what to wear.Sigh,we cant all be Rihanna now can we?
I hate it when women do that!aint nothing attractive (to me anyway) about looking like a clown.Make-up is supposed to enhance your beauty,not hide it.Keep it simple stupid!!!!And these women are representing other African women when they go out there,oh lawwwwd!!!
And in interviews they'll say stuff like "Im misunderstood and people always make the wrong judgements about me",yeeeeeaaaah,the way you dress you're kinda asking for it.Im jus saying....
Then they interviewed the past winners and one of them started a production company.His name is Richard and his company is called Richards Movie production company,hahahahaha!!!My cousins and I laughed so hard!!Really?thats the best name he could come up with?My cousins and I started suggesting possible names for our future companies.How's Brandy's Modelling agency?or Karen's Law firm?hahahahaha!!!hilarious!!!
But because I have alot of "watching paint dry" time,I shall probably watch the show anyway.SMH,shame on me!

Seriously Tyra?

According to the Tyra episode Im currently watching the behaviour of guys actually depends on how they look.Apparently Obama's forehead is the reason he became president, George Clooneys eyes are the reason he's a successful actor and Chris Brown's nose shows he'd be a good father.....riiiiiiiight!!I wonder what feature shows that he's a wife beater,hahahahahahaha!!!Yes ladies if you wanna know if a man is honorable and honest and genuinely sweet and worth pursuing,look at his eyes,if they glow then yes!!cast your net,he's the one!!!
And her guests are ridiculous too, how desperate do you have to be to still need to ask whether a guy is still worth pursuing if he can disappear off the face of the earth for two weeks after your first date?Maybe he's not interested?Just shooting in the dark here...
Tyra can be such a waste of time!!Stupid show.Im quite a hater but I try not to miss an episode,I guess I love the stupidity.
Now she's telling us how to communicate with a love interest via text.Really?Do people need to be taught how to do that?hahahahahahahahaha!!!Just incase you are one of the lost sheep she says the 3 day rule doesnt apply to texting (who came up with the 3 day rule anyway???Whats the procedure?I wanna come up with my own rule too) and its advisable to keep the sexual innuendo to a minimum,yes,stop whoring yourself on the phone!!-you might not live up to your words,hahahahaha!!!
And then of course she's got 2/3 psychologists who have written some nonsense books that we've never heard of to substantiate her ridiculous claims.hahahahaha!!!I LOVE Tyra!!!!